Stand by your man

Nicki & Tim
Stand: 1. To assume or maintain an upright position on your feet. 2. To endure or to bear. 3. To remain stable and intact. 4. To stop. 5. To abide. 6. To remain loyal to, or aid and support another.

“A virtuous and worthy wife [earnest and strong in character] is a crowning joy to her husband, but she who makes him ashamed is as rottenness and cancer in his bones.” (Proverbs 12:4)

Today Tim and I celebrate 21 fulfilling challenging wonderful years together!

Today I reflect on our journey and what it has taken for me to “stand by my man” for better or for worse; for richer or for poorer; in sickness and in health.

Today I think about how much I love and cherish him and how I intend to do this until we are parted in death.

Today I think about what it has meant for me to “stand” during these past 21 years. It has meant enduring difficulties and “bearing up” in the hard times. It has meant remaining stable and intact when I wanted to be the one to fall apart. It has meant stopping when I wanted to run. It has meant abiding and resting when I wanted to give up. It has meant remaining loyal and supporting the one that I love. It has meant living by the wedding vows we spoke to each other in a tiny chapel on the grounds of The Geelong College on a gorgeous Summer afternoon on the 15th February 1992.

For better and for worse. Check. For richer or for poorer. Check. In sickness and in health. Check. Forsaking all others. Check.

Before we were married my future Mother-in-law was overheard describing me as “the one who wears the pants in that relationship”. I guess what she perceived was that her usually quiet, well mannered, softly spoken, wise son was totally dominated by this loud, passionate, blunt, outspoken young woman. (Perception is a funny thing! And I’m not sure my MIL’s perception has changed much over the years!)

But I know, and Tim knows…I have never been the one wearing the pants in our relationship! No matter how it might look! Because I learned very early in our marriage to believe in, follow and practice the controversial concept of Biblical submission.

Almost 12 months after this, my original blog post about biblical submission and standing by my man, this topic of submission has hit the news around the world and even here in Australia with the release of “Full House” star Candace Cameron Bure’s latest book “Balancing it all”. Social media has reacted wildly to Candace’s admission that she is a submissive wife and this is what has helped her to balance her life. Headlines this week have screamed the questions: “what happened to men and women created equal?” and “what about feminism?”

The problem is, the word “submission” turns many people off and they don’t read further, so all I ask is that you please let me explain what this word “submission” means for us.

For years I have tried, mostly unsuccessfully, to put into words what submission looks like and in one paragraph author Karen Ehman in her book “Let.It.Go.” uses the analogy of two dancers to perfectly describe a biblical marriage the way I also see it. She paints the picture like this:

“Ballroom dancers swirl and twirl, sway and dip as they appear to glide effortlessly across the wooden floor floating in perfect unison. At times the dance travels toward the girl. Then the direction changes, and it migrates back to the man’s side of the floor. No matter the direction the couple moves, one thing is certain. For the dance to fall into place, the woman must follow the man’s lead. It doesn’t mean she’s inferior or less than, or subservient. It isn’t about importance. It’s about function and roles. If the end result – a smooth and breathtaking dance – is desired, there are no two ways around it: the girl must follow her partner’s lead.”

Now, Tim and I are no Fred and Ginger or Torvill and Dean when it comes to the dance floor but in marriage we both want the same end result – smooth and breathtaking dance steps, perfectly timed and in sync with one another. For that to happen, I follow his lead and I “stand by my man”.

It looks like this:

I will make a deliberate choice to submit. The Bible doesn’t say “Tim, make your wife submit to you.” It’s not about being married to a male chauvinist pig who demands I “behave” and do everything I’m told. (If you know me, you would know that would never work!) But the Bible does say that my husband must love me, cherish me, be affectionate, considerate and sympathetic towards me and not be harsh, angry, bitter or resentful. And I can assure you that I’m more than happy to stand by my man and submit under those conditions!

I won’t be a control freak and try to manipulate to get things to go my way. Sure, I can voice my opinions (Tim will tell you that I do. Regularly!) but we work together as a team of two, co-operating to make decisions about us. Together.

A biblical marriage means we will find the dance steps that work for us. Some people can dance a beautiful ballet. Others prefer ballroom style. Other couples enjoy modern or contemporary dance moves. And some people can do the foxtrot or the cha cha. Because we can’t do any of these dance moves we’ve worked out our own steps. Sure, I admit they might look strange to someone watching and we might never make it into the finals of “So you think you can dance” (no loss there), but we don’t care! We have found our groove and our rhythm and it’s working just fine for us.

Life threw us a curve ball three years ago when Tim was unemployed. We didn’t see it coming and it was a very long, hard, difficult season. Not one that I want to repeat. Not only did we have to face unemployment and loss of income together, but together we went through the difficult season of Tim’s depression. Through it all we still laughed. Together. We still held hands. We still reminded each other daily of how much we loved each other. We still thanked God for each other and for our family and our health. And every day during those difficult times when I thought about giving up on our marriage, I was reminded of my vows:

“I Nicki, take you Tim, according to God’s holy word, to be my husband. To have and to hold from this day forward. To share my faith in Christ and to make my home with you. For better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, forsaking all others, until we are parted by death. Before God I pledge you my faithfulness.”

As I reflect again today on what biblical submission means to me, I am reminded of the words to the chorus of a song Tim wrote for me 21 years ago.

“You are my lover
You’re my best friend
My sister in Christ
My wife til the end”

That’s why I stand by my man.

Do you know someone who would be encouraged by this post? Then I would love you to share it! If you like it, please “like” it or leave me a comment here or on Facebook. I cherish your words. Also, if you like what I have to say, you can sign up via email so that you never miss a post. Thanks for reading and “following” me as I journey day to day trusting God. It truly blesses me.


13 thoughts on “Stand by your man

  1. Nicki, I hope you do know how blessed you two are that from the beginning your marriage was In Christ. A Biblical marriage is a most beautiful thing, something I always desired, but due to many mistakes never had. I’ve been married for 47 years and that is the only part we got right (other than my submitting) was the “till death do you part”. It encourages me to read this and I’d love every young woman to hear your story of what it looks like to do marriage the “right way”. God Bless you and your family.

  2. As we go thru our dance of marriage, I know how profoundly blessed we are to have God at the center of our life together. He has given us the perspective to handle the ebb and flow, the give and take, the loving and support that cements our relationship. Thanks for how beautifully you expressed this whole concept of submission, Nicki! It comes from the heart, not from someone wielding a club!

  3. Beautiful, honest and real. Thanks for explaining biblical submission so well and being honest about how it works with the personalities you have in your marriage. Wonderful post. Thanks for linking up at Essential Fridays. Blessings.

  4. I’m a little envious of the love and togetherness in your marriage. However, I have agreed that come what may, I will stand by my man. We will celebrate our 48th anniversary on February 12. Like you said, our dance looks different, but it works.

  5. Love this. Can I just steal all your posts and make them mine. Your heart beats with the same beat and your passion resonates with how I view life!! no one would know it wasn’t me…it would be so much easier to steal it all and get all the credit and not have to do any work:) I love reading your blog!!!or maybe I just reblog your post each week:)

  6. Biblical submission is often a very misunderstood thing. It is so often promoted as a one-way situation where the man leads and the woman submits. In some relationships, that’s a gentle thing which works well with the character of the couple, in others, it can be very harsh and controlling and extraordinarily damaging. But the deeper I look at Scripture, the more I see that the kind of submission the Bible presents is mutual. It doesn’t require a “leader” and a “follower,” but rather, two people voluntarily yielding in love as an outworking of the love and grace of God in their lives. I would be interested to hear your thoughts.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s